Saya teringin nak menyertai kejohanan olahraga, tak kira dari apa peringkat sekalipun.

Saya berasa cemburu kerana tidak dapat menyertai kejohanan itu walhal saya berasa diri saya lebih layak.

Tetapi, siapa yang peduli?

It’s all started in December 2021

From Dec. 21st to 30th, 2021.

Where I joined immersion and impression 2021 BFSU online winter camp for Malaysian teenager.

Organized by office BFSU ( Beijing Foreign Studies University) of Confucius Institutes.

I’m enthusiast about it, *to learn new things

Especially because Chinese language have a lot character in one word.

And one of them I’ve learned is the word “cha” means tea.

It represents three character, if I’m not mistaken, 1) grass 2) man 3) tree

And then after this online winter camp end, I’m searching for songs to enjoyed day by day.

It was on YouTube comments, I saw people’s comments about the song Careless Whisper, and I wonder..

I’d

His name was

Sandy which given by me,

and changed to Squishy which given from my mother,

Squishy Barry *me,

Sasha Blause *me and my sis

Sunshine *me (as nickname)

Kyros *me currently 🌞

because I suddenly say the word “Cyrus” it came out of my mind like *whoosh* I say the word and then search the meaning if I ever am crazy ಥ‿ಥ

My younger sister is still stubborn.

And because of that I have sleeping issues, she always let our bed room hot, full of carbon dioxide, which hurt my eyes.

Plus I have blue sclera, flat feet, achoo syndrome and prognathism. 🌞

So here my research last month I mean before new year maybe.

According to these, I’m either a protagonist or a campaigner.

Plus I’m a turbulent.

🪴 Protagonist
ENFJ-T

Extraverted 74%
Introverted 26%

Intuitive 74%
Observant 26%

Thinking 37%
Feeling 63%

Judging 56%
Prospecting 46%

Assertive 18%
Turbulent 82%

🪴 Campaigner
ENFP-T

61% extraverted
39% introverted

51% intuitive
49% observant

30% thinking
70% feeling

49% judging
51% prospecting

15% assertive
85% turbulent

Still don’t know how to prepare for better website¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I want to edit videos for YouTube content but I’m too busy studying and overthinking.

I’m not posting pictures on Instagram anymore because I’m scared if I ever finish my mom’s money for something like that .

*I mean maybe it’s not worth it”

I’m busy studying about Twin flame if it ever been real for me.

I am always talking to myself.

My website is currently for my “luahan hati” .

I’m an environmentalist, but live in here this time, I feel like I’m useless.

Btw I know everyone need me.

So long..